Moving on


Turn your back to the pain
Forget the betrayal
Escape from the abuser and advance
Tomorrow has more to offer.

Step by step without wandering
Break the yoke of sadness
Press toward the sunshine
And forget the shame you wore for a long time.

Address yourself with respect
Talk your way to higher heights
Believe you’re going to make it
And you will surely make it.

Life brings you everyday a new tune
Choose the song to go with it
Take the most of it
And make your own story.

Dream and create
Build and achieve
Smile and be grateful
Because you are still alive!

I was Here…


By Nathalie Zulu M.

Another night sitting on my couch,
Expectant but worry
Thinking in the quietness of my home
As all were asleep
I said
Will he come?
Will he call?
Will he answer?
Will he say it?
Expectant but worry
And a day and a night
Same music playing in my head
Am I dreaming? No!
It’s another night sitting on my couch
Expectant but worry
Thinking in the quietness of my home
As all were asleep
I said
Will he come?
Will he call?
Will he answer?
Will he say it?

I was there
I was there
And a day and a night
The same old music playing in my head
Am I dreaming? No No!
And I said
He won’t come
He won’t call
He won’t answer
He won’t say it
I cried loud my pain
Ripped my voice from inside
Torn my heart into pieces
Am I dreaming? No no no!
Quietly I said again
He won’t come
He won’t call
He won’t answer
He won’t say it
Not another day nor another night
I opened my door, stepped out and breathed deeply
Till I vomited my pain and let out of my cries
Then he,
He came
He called
He answered
He said it
It’s not my fault, I was there days and nights
Expectant but worry
I opened my heart and you didn’t step in
I was broken and you didn’t look back
But he,
Stepped in, pulled me up
With a smile he said
A flower need to be watered
A broken heart need to be mended
And you, need to be loved
He took it all
Yes he came
He called
He answered
He said it
It’s not my fault, I was there.

Insights


By Nathalie Zulu M.

Enter the mysteries and secrets
He has spoken
He has shown
Have no fear
No doubt,
Take the vision
Run with it.
There is no shadow
Waves are gone
Turbulence flee
See clearly

And enter the mysteries and secrets
Touch the untouchable
Speak the unspeakable
Run the race
And win.
The vision is here
Make it yours
With no shadow
Waves are gone
Turbulence flee
See it clearly

Yes, enter the mysteries and secrets
Do the unthinkable
Do the incredible
Run the race
And win
The word is here
Make it yours
No trace of shadow
Waves are gone
Turbulence flee
See clearly

Insights, yes insights
The entrance into mysteries and secrets
Yes, The Lord has done it again.

Notes: Insight is based on the message for the month of March given by Pastor Chris Oyakhilome to the Believers’ LoveWorld during the Holy Communion Service.
This morning when meditating on it, words were going through my head and I thought writing down something in relation with it.
So enjoy and be blessed.

Feelings


By Nathalie Zulu M.

I woke up this morning
Knowing that I made that step
But I felt so bad.

I tried to convince myself,
I tried to reason
Thinking, it’s only for a while,
But I felt so bad.

I recalled those moments,
I cried knowing that
It could have been worst.
But still, felt bad.

Why! Why!
Tell me why!
Why I can’t or I shouldn’t?
Now I am confused.
Still, I am feeling bad.

Notes:
Feelings can be killers, they tend to push you away from your destiny.
After hard times and emotional breakdown, decisions can be confusing and most of the time we feel like shutting down everything and be left alone.
Yes it’s good but, don’t remain in that stage for long, you are just killing yourself.
pick up the broken pieces and throw away the ones you don’t need, and with the rest, rebuild your life with stronger structures, which are God and love. Family, friends and your career are a plus to not neglect.

I cried my last tears


by Nathalie Zulu M. Continue reading “I cried my last tears”

Mysterious


Close to the heart
Big in the eye
Wanted but so mysterious
Complex and so rich
Many has fallen
Others have mastered
But some are still searching.
Great words have been spoken,
Wonderful stories have been heard,
But still,
We hear the cries of broken hearts.
A mystery that only two live
And share passionately.

By Nathalie Zulu M.

Love


Let all that you do be done in Love. ( 1 Corinthians 16:14)
Let all that you do be done in Love. ( 1 Corinthians 16:14)

Today I have some notes about love.
I still don’t know how to call my style but I keep on writing. I will easily accompany this one with a background music, very slow with emotions.
So feel free to leave a comment.

LOVE , Poetry #1

by Nathalie Zulu M.

What is love?
It’s the sound of my heart beating fast every time I see you

What is Love?
It’s me losing control of my senses whenever I am around you

What is love?
It’s me flying every time I smell your perfume

What is love?
It’s the feeling of belonging to your world

What is Love?
It’s when you hold me tight in your harms and whisper I love you
And I fall every time.

What is Love?
I will ask and ask again what is love?
It’s you around me, you in my heart, you in my veins, you stuck in my mind
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What is love?
It’s your smile, your kisses

What is love?
It’s the sound of you, me and passion

What is Love?
It’s like a tattoo engraved on my skin that I can’t get rid off

What is love?
It’s me saying no but my body says yes
The more I resist, I find myself taken by the waves

What is this love?
It’s the lack of sleep whenever you are not here with me

What is Love?
It’s the pain, the stress, the agony when I can’t have you

What is Love?
It’s seeing you in the hands of another
Tormented, lost by your silence

What is love?
It’s when no one can hear my cries, no one can feel my pain and no one can help me
Even when it hurts, I still love you

Really what is love?
It’s you and me
This is Love.

Song by Veronika Bozeman : “What is Love”

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Love is beautiful when you are surrounded by people you love and those who care for you.
I appreciate every gift of life with love and will not take it for granted. I will cherish every moments I spend with my friends and family. Like an angel who brings a message I will bring joy, peace, happiness into lives and showing to the world how big a woman’s heart is and how much it can contain just with love.
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