Feelings


By Nathalie Zulu M.

I woke up this morning
Knowing that I made that step
But I felt so bad.

I tried to convince myself,
I tried to reason
Thinking, it’s only for a while,
But I felt so bad.

I recalled those moments,
I cried knowing that
It could have been worst.
But still, felt bad.

Why! Why!
Tell me why!
Why I can’t or I shouldn’t?
Now I am confused.
Still, I am feeling bad.

Notes:
Feelings can be killers, they tend to push you away from your destiny.
After hard times and emotional breakdown, decisions can be confusing and most of the time we feel like shutting down everything and be left alone.
Yes it’s good but, don’t remain in that stage for long, you are just killing yourself.
pick up the broken pieces and throw away the ones you don’t need, and with the rest, rebuild your life with stronger structures, which are God and love. Family, friends and your career are a plus to not neglect.

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